Wind of wishes

I want to hold your hand, and never let go,
feel the storm, the thunder and rain, chafe my soul
while I am drowning happily in the sweet sea of you.,
feel glazing gold while dying, and not alive and blue.

Today I don't want to cry, just today please,
I want to forget, clean smooth without a crease,
i wish to live my life on the the sailing porch swing,
swallow a mouthful of sky, flap once my broken wing.

We can sit and smile at the flowers, they are red
we can gaze at the stars, bend over our heads,
we can look at the others and laugh as they shout,
we have our galaxy, don't break in, let's build out.

Lets build castles and kingdoms of sand galore,
and laugh at our naiveté, when they wash off the shore,
collect raindrops and evaporate them to eat salt,
spend and throw all money, not lock it up in a vault.

If now our cheeks hurt, let's laugh till we bleed,
you and i, i and you, is all that we truly need,
your hand fills my hand with powers supreme,
we fantasise reality, we live in our dream!

O K NOT

How are you is what he said,
I smiled and politely bowed by head,
He asked how have you been off late?
I said, good, he expected it to be great

I am not happy or fine, I am dying inside
can you hear my wails, my sobs, at day and night?
Can you see my smile breaking down, sunken falling off
can you gauge if i suffocate or choke, if i sneeze or I cough?

Can you see my swollen bruises on me,
my shine turning blue and pale setting free
my spirit my soul evaporating from holes,
abandoning feel and life, losing all goals.

My numb body engulfs all impacts strong,
the lines have been wiped, no right no wrong,
My words are over, my value just nil,
my enemies now, too late for a kill.

My Plain Magical Man

His eyes so honest, stating his age gone by,

his candour so genuine, his swag so high,

my boy, my man, you stand out so far,

my boy, my man you take all my power.

I usually stand tall, independent and free,

off late I have been bending, tendril unlike tree

your breath full of comfort and warm love,

your earthly humble soul, so high rising above.

Not handsome, not pretty, not a greek God,

charm so effortless, sexy your little nod,

did you come from a land far and away?

will you vanish after quenching, disappear like clouds grey?

A rainbow so bright, shining and making me smile,

I knew not before, how weeks passed by in a while,

like the winter sun bright, joyous and craved,

you my little light, so uniquely behaved.

When did you sweep me off me feet?

when did my heart skip a single beat?

did you naturally blend me into your hue?

did I just become a tiny fragment of you ?